a month away

guys! omg.. i leave a month from yesterday! thats is so crazy! i'm so excited nervous and scared! idk why scared but i am! I put my two weeks notice in last week at garfields.. and i don't want to leave i love it there! i mean times there are really hard cuz the ppl get on my ever lasting nerve but the managers are amazing.. i think they are the best managers i've ever had!

but anywho.. i also only have two more weeks left at the nanny job! (thank God). So our college group at church is doing a fast for three days cuz Cameron thought it would be good cuz i think it will help our group get back to where it needs to be! I'm not going to lie at all friday and sat was hard because i did the Daniel fast because Sun Mon and Tues we are doing an all water fast and we need to get our body used to the not eating as much thing.. but i'm being for serious man it was hard yesterday cuz no lie every one of my tables got my favorite food there.. and i was omg.. i want some meat! haha :D

but you know what i'm scarficing what i strive to have everyday so i can be back in the presence of God.. and learn new things from Him cuz when i'm having the hardest time i can just pray or say a verse and He will help me through it! lol :D but this week my parents are in DR for a mission trip (how exciting) so i'm at converse with amanda! so i'm happy ab not being at home by myself! so yay! we are going to Carowinds on Wednesday with my youth group! i'm pretty pumped ab that cuz i haven't been there in a while! so i'm ready to ride those dangerous (lol) rides! idk if there is anything else thats been going on that needs to be said! except that omg i leave in a month!!! AHHHHHHH lol :D

umm.. just thinking..

well i leave for LA a month from sat. wow. time has gone by so fast since i applied and then finding out that i was accepted. my mom has gone LA crazy! she has typed letters, made me a blog for family/friends, and a email. when i saw all this my nerves got a lil tense cuz reality is setting in that i'm actually leaving to go to LA. i mean i knew i was going but i guess for once i got what i wanted. i know that sounds a lil selfish but its true for once i wanted to do something more than anything and God allowed me to have my dream! and that is so exciting. more than you can possibly know i'm so excited ab that!

Over the past month i've had a hard time with being around everyone cuz all my friends are dating someone and last monday me and stacy we doing a bible study and i realized that i need to stop being so freakin selfish and realize that God gave me my dream and purpose that i need to fullfill! to be honest before i realized this i was thinking why does everyone else get to date and whatnot and i'm over hear being single and watching everyone else be so happy with their boyfriend you know. But know (now i still think that) but its not as bad cuz now i'm like okay victoria stop being so freakin selfish you are leaving to go clear cross the country no time for a relationship and you get to leave your dream and help the community out! and i have to keep telling myself that! l

ike it says in Isaiah 6:8 i think.. .. who will go for us? and i say HERE I AM SEND ME! and the Lord says go and fullfill what i command you to do. and i say FOR HOW LONG? i so paraprased it but its okay! but i'm so excited to see God stretch me and mold me into what he has called me to do! i know that it will be hard its DEF not going to be easy. because when did God's plans become easy? haha ;D well i gotta run mom needs me to help with something in the kitchen! thanks guys

♥
Victoria Nicole

Update on the internship

Okay well i got accepted to the dream center! i leave in a lil over a month! i'm so excited but so nervous cuz i'm going to be away from my family and friends! :( but i guess i will have to get over it cuz this is my dream God has planned this for me for a reason! I found out today that i will be with Metro Kids, Food Truck, and Adopt-A-Block. I'm so excited ab that! i was hoping to be in the girls home but things got changed for a reason! but i think thats ab it right now but i will def keep you updated!