a month away

guys! omg.. i leave a month from yesterday! thats is so crazy! i'm so excited nervous and scared! idk why scared but i am! I put my two weeks notice in last week at garfields.. and i don't want to leave i love it there! i mean times there are really hard cuz the ppl get on my ever lasting nerve but the managers are amazing.. i think they are the best managers i've ever had!

but anywho.. i also only have two more weeks left at the nanny job! (thank God). So our college group at church is doing a fast for three days cuz Cameron thought it would be good cuz i think it will help our group get back to where it needs to be! I'm not going to lie at all friday and sat was hard because i did the Daniel fast because Sun Mon and Tues we are doing an all water fast and we need to get our body used to the not eating as much thing.. but i'm being for serious man it was hard yesterday cuz no lie every one of my tables got my favorite food there.. and i was omg.. i want some meat! haha :D

but you know what i'm scarficing what i strive to have everyday so i can be back in the presence of God.. and learn new things from Him cuz when i'm having the hardest time i can just pray or say a verse and He will help me through it! lol :D but this week my parents are in DR for a mission trip (how exciting) so i'm at converse with amanda! so i'm happy ab not being at home by myself! so yay! we are going to Carowinds on Wednesday with my youth group! i'm pretty pumped ab that cuz i haven't been there in a while! so i'm ready to ride those dangerous (lol) rides! idk if there is anything else thats been going on that needs to be said! except that omg i leave in a month!!! AHHHHHHH lol :D