umm.. just thinking..

well i leave for LA a month from sat. wow. time has gone by so fast since i applied and then finding out that i was accepted. my mom has gone LA crazy! she has typed letters, made me a blog for family/friends, and a email. when i saw all this my nerves got a lil tense cuz reality is setting in that i'm actually leaving to go to LA. i mean i knew i was going but i guess for once i got what i wanted. i know that sounds a lil selfish but its true for once i wanted to do something more than anything and God allowed me to have my dream! and that is so exciting. more than you can possibly know i'm so excited ab that!

Over the past month i've had a hard time with being around everyone cuz all my friends are dating someone and last monday me and stacy we doing a bible study and i realized that i need to stop being so freakin selfish and realize that God gave me my dream and purpose that i need to fullfill! to be honest before i realized this i was thinking why does everyone else get to date and whatnot and i'm over hear being single and watching everyone else be so happy with their boyfriend you know. But know (now i still think that) but its not as bad cuz now i'm like okay victoria stop being so freakin selfish you are leaving to go clear cross the country no time for a relationship and you get to leave your dream and help the community out! and i have to keep telling myself that! l

ike it says in Isaiah 6:8 i think.. .. who will go for us? and i say HERE I AM SEND ME! and the Lord says go and fullfill what i command you to do. and i say FOR HOW LONG? i so paraprased it but its okay! but i'm so excited to see God stretch me and mold me into what he has called me to do! i know that it will be hard its DEF not going to be easy. because when did God's plans become easy? haha ;D well i gotta run mom needs me to help with something in the kitchen! thanks guys

♥
Victoria Nicole